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Small Break again

Fri Feb 29, 2008, 4:53 AM
  • Mood: Terror
  • Listening to: VIOLENT MOOD SWINGS by Spineshank
  • Reading: Reiko the Zombie Shop
  • Watching: Diasterpeice from Slipknot
  • Playing: Urban Dance Revolution FLOW
  • Eating: pickles
  • Drinking: hot cocoa
What do you want me to be? You treat me like a disease.

I'm becoming overwhelmed again. My brother is really starting to kick up a lot of rage filled hatred in me, even going as far as to state to social services that "My child and neice and nephew are in an unsafe enviroment." In other words, me and my mother are probaly gonna be investigated. On top of that, I went to work yesterday to walk some people and noticed that one of my favorite residents were sick. I went in to visit her and she asked me to hold her hand. I did so, laying on the bed next to her for a few minutes and.... she died in my arms. It was a crushing blow to me. All this shit is just building up and up, so I need a few days to straighten out my mind.

Im gonna sing the Doom song now!!!
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~Contrawolf:iconContrawolf: Feb 29, 2008, 6:15:50 AM
I'm so sorry. I wish I could say something to make you feel better. I'm sorry.
~pandora-malkav:iconpandora-malkav: Feb 29, 2008, 6:31:55 AM
That´s terrible. Take your time dear, I hope you´ll feel better as soon as possible. :hug:

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"I don't want to start any blasphemous rumors
but I think that God's got a sick sense of humor
and when I die I expect to find him laughing "
*rugdog:iconrugdog: Feb 29, 2008, 8:15:37 AM
Your brother needs a swift kickenthenuts.

I've had someone die in front of me before... it's a sad/shocking experiance.

Take your time, but we'll miss ye!

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~elle-chan:iconelle-chan: Feb 29, 2008, 8:47:08 AM
I don't understand this situation with your brother; what is up with him? He sounds like an immature and vindictive little sod, but people usually have to have a reason to be that way. Which he obviously does not.

As for the resident, even though now she's gone, you can remember that you were there when she needed you the most.

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My new account: ~MichelleMH
~GameFaceLTD:iconGameFaceLTD: Feb 29, 2008, 2:09:29 PM
Thats awful babe. It always seems to go that way doesn't it? The world can't just give you a break...everything has to just pile up on you at once. It SUCKS!

Remember I love you babe.
[lovelovelove]

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There is only one return ok? And it ain't of the King it's of the Jedi.--Randal Graves.
~khalisdraygon:iconkhalisdraygon: Mar 1, 2008, 3:07:07 AM
Stand tall beautiful lass...
No words of mine shall change a thing, but you have some love sent from the other side of the world...

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~I can dare myself~
*Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: Mar 1, 2008, 3:54:44 AM
:hug: :cries:

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.
~Toren-Al:iconToren-Al: Mar 1, 2008, 9:20:22 PM
you know im here if you need me, even if the most i can do is be there for you in spirit. love you. :hug:

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" Through my eyes, stare into me. I bear my heart for all to see with my face turned to the sun there ever standing still " - VnV Nation, Standing
~FeiX:iconFeiX: Mar 9, 2008, 7:44:17 AM
Mae...

I'm sorry.

Whats going on exactly? You can send me a note if you feel like talking about it.

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Spirit. In every language in all Realms, in every time and every place, the word has a ring of strength and determination. It is the hero's strength, the mother's resilience, and the poor man's armor. It cannot be broken, and it cannot be taken away.
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