Here, well kinda

Since the last update in April, my husband has come home. He is now a flying crew chief, so he goes and "deploys" every other week for 4 days at a time. It's nice and a good thing for him, but all the stress has finally taken a toll on me. Since he has come home:

1. Kuta, the large dog, is finally gone. She came for him at the end of June, stayed in our house, and cleaned it while we went up to New York for 3 weeks. What a super stressful event that was. We spent 14 days getting to/in/leaving Minnesota for my husband's family. Then the other 7 days was my mom ranting about the whole event.

2. At the end of our stint, I got to bring home my Jackie, Eddy. I was so excited about it. Last week however, she had so many seizures I had to put her to sleep. I feel so guilty about it. My heart is broken over it, and I want to cry daily.

3. On September 17, I had a stroke. Since then I have had 2 more minor ones, and my blood pressure is through the roof. If I do to much, get to excited, just anything but relax I get sick really fast. This has stopped me from doing just about everything. On Monday I go to get a stress test and an ECHO. They believe my last heart surgery had to puncture a hole in my heart, and I may have a hole that is getting larger. If this is the case, I will need heart surgery. This scares the crap out of me. I try to be nonchalant, but holy hell I keep getting more and more things piled on me.

Until I know what's truly going on, I don't know when I will be doing DA regularly. Just bear with me.

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